I was at the point in my life where I was really stuck and I needed to find a way out. I was eating way too much. I was really overweight. I had a relationship with a great girl and it was doing ok, you know there was love…but it could’ve been a lot better. It’s funny, I don’t feel the same connection with this guy; it’s like it’s someone else. But this was all I knew, and that was where I was comfortable. As much as it sucks, and as much as it’s uncomfortable. Being in that body… it felt like I was option-less in a way.
It felt like being lost. It felt like having a thousand dollars in front of you and not knowing which one to open, so you open one, stepping your foot in and then doing analysis…” It’s too scary”… and getting out again. I was on the internet all the time looking and listening to audios, reading books and trying to sort out some different level of thinking and of a way to act and behave and follow what you need to do. I was looking for that one thing that I could take on, and grab with both hands and chuck everything else aside and just go “What If I don’t do this now, I could be like this for a long long time”.
Some huge stuff happened; really big changes, massive shifts. I lost 38 kilos in the space of 12 months without any extreme exercise plan or any extreme dieting. The shifts happened internally first and from then on it was just a matter of my body catching up to the person that I now was inside. That stuck is feeling is gone. This door opens and you step through and all of the sudden you’re completely responsible for everything in your life… but you also now have the tools to deal with it and if you don’t you can easily find someone who does. I’m a long way from where I was two to three years ago. Now I feel confident that whatever happens from now on, I’m just going to get stronger and stronger and I’ll be able to keep the people around me that I love and be able to lead them and be able to have a family and know that I can actually do it successfully.
I don’t have to worry about some of the silly things that I used to worry about. My relationship is now off the charts and me, myself and my fiancée; we’ve smashed obstacle after obstacle and we just can’t stop! So for that, I am extremely grateful. The person that I loved the most in the world had been with me and she came with me on this journey and never once said “You know, let’s stop” or “I don’t wanna do it anymore” . There is really big possibility that on this journey of self-discovery that we were supposed to be together, and you know, that we might not be together after this… but we have to do it anyway. Then of course we start together through the whole thing and came out tripled… quadrupled in strength and our bond together, on the other side, which we will always have.
My life is pretty awesome now. I don’t get tired anymore. I have energy available whenever I need it and it’s these benefits that just spill in to every area. The internal stuff had been done it was just my body catching up and it caught up, it caught up pretty quickly. I used to feel unattractive, slow and heavy. I used to feel that I had the lowest self-worth. Now I feel full of energy, now I feel happier, I feel more love in my being and I feel light and it’s a huge huge change.
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